You know that I can’t get over you because everything I see is you. All I ever wanted to do was get old with you. I know things happen for a reason but everyday I ask God why he took you away. Regardless of what happens in the future you’ll always have a place in my heart because you were my first love.
It’s been awhile, but that doesn’t mean I haven’t thought about you Jazzy. I’ve been really busy with practices, games, and getting ready for finals. I’m still missing you, but it’s hurting less everyday. I wrote your initials on my Crazy Lights before my game on Tuesday so you’re going to be with me every game :)
Still missing you
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People are still asking me how I’m doing and to be honest I’m doing ok until someone asks that question. You really aren’t in my head when I’m in school or at practice but when I’m reminded of you that’s when I get fucked up. It’s been almost two weeks since the accident so I know it hasn’t been that long. There’s just so many things that I should have told you that I didn’t. So many things going inside my head that I feel like its going to explode. Today wasn’t a good day.
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